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Post by Bowen Aero on Sept 30, 2012 3:37:24 GMT -5
Okay... How do I put this? Umm... I might be dying. Like, literally, seriously, real-life dying. Been having a terrible cough, complete with ounce after ounce blood with each cough. Must have been from that blow to my chest during P.E. last week. Got hit pretty damn hard. Before I go out like a candle, a few words. I'm sorry. Sorry that I've stepped out of line on several counts. Sorry I caused disruption on the forums. Sorry I even registered in the first place. Now I don't know what to do. It's too soon. I haven't fulfilled my mission. You all remember, right? Well, so much for that... I don't know anymore. What now?
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Post by Kyle on Sept 30, 2012 10:58:02 GMT -5
If you are supposedly coughing up blood, then you should go and see a doctor. Saying it to an online forum isn't going to do anything. Jeez, I shouldn't have to tell you that, Bowen. Besides. Taking a hit to the chest and coughing up blood a week later isn't exactly normal. Not that there is anything normal about coughing up blood.
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Post by Chaotic Chao on Sept 30, 2012 16:20:22 GMT -5
Wouldn't it be common sense to see a doctor first? Instead of assuming you're dying? Unless you've already seen a doctor (which I doubt since I don't think he would say you're dying).
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Post by Bowen Aero on Sept 30, 2012 17:12:51 GMT -5
Parents say it's just a bad cough. They gave me that nasty syrup. Either they're blind and deaf to not notice the blood, or they don't want to spend money on a doctor. Still, don't know what to do, because either way I don't think there's anything anyone can do for me. Not like they'd help a nobody anyways.
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Post by HF on Sept 30, 2012 19:55:26 GMT -5
Well I don't see any reason for you to worry.
For one, you still seem healthy enough to write up your very own drama on a message board. That, or your priorities are screwed up.
But seriously, seek help.
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Post by Bowen Aero on Sept 30, 2012 21:55:08 GMT -5
To be honest, it's tough to type with this constant cough, but predictive typing is helping me there. I'll see the school nurse tomorrow and see what she thinks.
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Post by Adrian2040 on Oct 1, 2012 2:20:55 GMT -5
Since that day almost 4 years ago I've had trouble understanding even the most basic and important stuff. To obtain the info I wanted, I researched about life like crazy. However, most of my findings arrived too late. By the time I had something semi-concrete, I had lost communication with most of my friends. Not only that, but as time passed and the more I researched, the more frustrated I became as I found out lots of my main collected data had to be scrapped because of a detail that changed everything. Thus started a life of loneliness and the search for answers.
However, this doesn't mean I gave up on re-obtaining some sort of happy life. Even if I seem to be in a loop that will never allow me to find what I want, there's always the chance that something might happen if I continue working towards it. The same goes with you.
I don't know what is your mission. However, regardless of how little or much time you may have, you have to continue towards it. Because if you don't, you would just be giving up on life altogether. Life is precious and you should use every little second you have towards achieving your goals. If possible, try to make it so they can be achieved even beyond death. You were given life for a reason. Don't waste what you have left.
I once wrote something after some months of research and after being inspired a social link in Persona 3. It is basically an opinion I made based on some things I've noticed, plus a story I took out from the game. I believe it pertains a bit to this situation and I encourage you to read it.
Your life has meaning. It has affected a lot of people in the world. This world wouldn't have been the same without you. You have a mission and you want to complete it. Don't forget to ask for help. After all, life is about social links. Once again paraphrasing Persona 3: "Two in harmony are better than one in perfection."
But most importantly, don't give up now. Do whatever you can to stay alive. Like the others said, go to the doctor. Don't leave your life to chance. And remember: regardless of the odds, whether bad or even impossible, never give up on your life and on your mission. Don't waste your life. Do what you feel you must do and use every second you have of life to fulfil your mission. The best way to do this is to do what you feel is right. Listen to your heart and to your consciousness. Regardless of the path you're taking, following your feeling will always end up leading you to the right path.
This is my opinion. I know it's not completely accurate, but I continue to work towards finding a more accurate answer as well as to re-establishing the broken bonds (Even the ones that seem next to impossible to restore.)
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Post by Bowen Aero on Oct 2, 2012 19:36:29 GMT -5
Got a check-up. I'll be fine if I take these pills the doctor prescribed and drink plenty of water. Apparently the blow weakened a vessel in my right lung. The medicine will help patch that up. As for the blood, I already coughed most of it all out by now. Kinda scary, the thought that I could've drowned in my own blood if I pushed it aside. Thanks for the advice, guys. I think I'll be able to make it now. Back to my mission.
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