Post by Adrian2040 on Aug 17, 2011 1:04:28 GMT -5
In the middle of my sadness I was not thinking well. To try and disprove the fact that I was rapidfire posting, I deleted my account. However, I realized (Thanks to Dashe) that what I did was an act of cowards. I've never respected cowards and now I even feel more of a hypocrite in that sense than when I acted in real life.
So, sorry just for that.
I'll try to be less annoying, but I sincerely doubt I'll pull it off. If it was possible for me to recover my old account, I would. If I cannot, I'll just use this account instead since it's better than nothing.
However, everything I've said still stands. My mistake was deleting my account. I won't give up trying to make friends without acting.
I'm sorry. A single person might have not been able to defeat my logic, but all of you did. While posting more responses in the other topic I noticed how I was acting. I was ranting because I wanted to feel acknowledged by somebody after being alone for a lot of time. I've been extremely logical due to research after the trauma, but I didn't need to start arguments when I did not need to.
I'll try to change. I said that I wanted to act like my true self, but with all of your help my thoughts has changed and my true self has changed too.
Not only do I apologize to all of you, but I also thank you for actually doing what a lot of people alone never could: Proving I was wrong in a lot of my ways and showing convincing arguments that beat my logic.
I'm sorry and grateful to all of you. Please forgive me!
So, sorry just for that.
I'll try to be less annoying, but I sincerely doubt I'll pull it off. If it was possible for me to recover my old account, I would. If I cannot, I'll just use this account instead since it's better than nothing.
However, everything I've said still stands. My mistake was deleting my account. I won't give up trying to make friends without acting.
I'm sorry. A single person might have not been able to defeat my logic, but all of you did. While posting more responses in the other topic I noticed how I was acting. I was ranting because I wanted to feel acknowledged by somebody after being alone for a lot of time. I've been extremely logical due to research after the trauma, but I didn't need to start arguments when I did not need to.
I'll try to change. I said that I wanted to act like my true self, but with all of your help my thoughts has changed and my true self has changed too.
Not only do I apologize to all of you, but I also thank you for actually doing what a lot of people alone never could: Proving I was wrong in a lot of my ways and showing convincing arguments that beat my logic.
I'm sorry and grateful to all of you. Please forgive me!